I would love to be self-motivated.
Exercise cause you want to! Write a book cause you want to! Do anything and everything just CAUSE YOU WANT TO. (sorry, my fetish for caps lock seems to be coming out)
Don't you just love and hate those nice, smart, seemingly perfect people? You want to hate them, but you just can't.
Now I just want to be one.
Once I get my self-motivation.
But I can't yet.
So think to yourself, how are you motivated?